Great, I just realized something today, I want to recognised when I die, I want to be known for what I have done because I am going to led a life worth mentioning, I am not going to spent my remaining years pondering over silly questions like "should I eat rice or noodle?". I am sure everyone wants to be remembered for something, there is no one in this world who would want to lead a life like a coward , never leaving his/her shell. Even people like that hope to be remembered deep in their hearts no one would every wish that their life was just like a dream, "can and go and forgotten". And if anyone were to tell me that" Hey, you are wrong , I don't want to be remembered." Maybe that person is not thinking deep enough right to the middle of his/her heart where all the dreams,desires,hopes are kept and never were they released cause everyone is scared of failure. They don't dare to fall , afraid of how they would slip into darkness afraid of how others would see them. Many times I hear people saying " wow, look at her,she is so successful , bet its due to her good luck which I lack." To these people , I say" PLS@!!! GET A LIFE!! STOP BEING ENVIOUS OF PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE THEY DARE TO REACH OUT FOR THEIR DREAMS AND YOU BEING A COWARD DON'T DARE TO DO SO!!!" so I guess that would not happen to me, I want to reach out for my dream,maybe I am afraid of failures to but as I type I think I can cope.BTW sucide should not be a crime it should just be one's stupid decision to escape from reality and selfish decision to make people around them sad.
Knives; They cut;
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